About 30 minutes later, I was finally able to go back to sleep. I had another dream.
This time, dad was standing at a closed door, but his hand was on the knob. He was still in his hospital gown, but he looked healthy. He had his beard. His skin has a rosy tone. His belly wasn't swollen. His eyes were a bright and twinkling blue.
I still couldn't see myself. But, I was looking into his eyes. This time, I was talking. I kept repeating, "Please don't leave me. Please don't leave me. Please don't leave me." I was bawling in the dream and could hardly breath.
Daddy just looked at me. He said, "I have to, baby. Now come give me a hug goodbye."
I cried harder and kept repeating myself. But, I walked to him and hugged him. I can still feel his arms around me. I woke up as he was turning the knob and opening the door.
Aimee
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
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